3 asthma attacks in a week. i is winner.

work is damn many and i need to rant.like i just need to rant.like what hannah says. once you're done with camp work, you realise eh still got school work. just finished camp work like half of it and i have school work to settle now AGAIN. haha ahh.

i rather lose weight because of stress leh.i don want asthma.rragh.

haha yeah.im really work work work.rragh. i don care, tmr im going ot watch my doraemon, do my essay and finish up proposal.


i thank God for many many things today. How He answered my prayers. I know its not by sheer luck its because God loves me too much to see me stressed (: and happy flight wasn'as funny as i thought it would be but it was funny(: hahahaa.

how do you expect me to know what you really want and think when all i see is stuff that tells me otherwise!aye

i want to drink milo haha.

hello world

today that guy nearly drove me nuts. but pray hard.i know God will put in place all the stuff for me. can't wait for this week to be over! haha i want ice cream.i want i want i want.WANT WANT WANT.

for the praises of man
i will never ever stand


stats tmr help me God!




haha make me a cup of milo pleaseeeeeee.im feeling like a queen today.

my social skills are seriously zero.ayeeex

today volleyball, i got whacked by a ball in the face while picking up ball.now got cut at the corner of my eye.i is winner.anyway spending time at church today made me feel better.haha destressed abitalthough samh decided to drop me a bomb.

i think i just made mummy upset.rragh i hate how i am.


okay better do essay bye world

im going to lose some weight.anyways, i need it

bye world

anyone game for some fattening island creamery tomorrow? (:

i just need to put this here. cos im entertaining myself with it.ten thousand times

im in a specially good mood today.haha. maybe cos next week elearning.so abit the shiok.abit only ahhahahahaha.but still.better than nothing.heh.ahhs,hahaha.got new toy today hahahha.thanks to james and its quite addictive.heh.entertaining lol.

i attempted the genogram at sv just now.reading and searching of journal articles made me so so sleepy. like really very sleepy. i thought i wouldn't be able to hold out for prayer but i did HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.played icy tower for some brainless destressing and watched abit of UP haha. aye. journal articles.why must pay money mans. students like me are poor. we don't have US dollars to give you. somemore one day only mad.can someone from uni save me.like let me use your school online ejournals database. that would be extremely helpful tyvm.

AYEX!hahahha i have decided to combine aye and haix together. you get AYEX.heh ignore me.i'll forgive you for ignoring me now.

i just realised how long it has been since i had ice cream. and im craving it now.island's apple pie and nutella and reverso please.
amanda's coming on sunday!yay hahahahhahaahahhaha. see her like what one year 2,3 times. so sad. yay yay yay.i hope she really comes.i wanna ask her about Os hahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhaah.



im really mean. honestly i've been judging alot lately and i hate it.ayex.chrysan.whats wrong with you.what makes you think you're any better huh.

i have to be more positive. actually i am.cos im not pessimistic.aye.i just feel messy and all over the place.why do i keep feeling this way.

anyways, dialogue in the dark was super fun today.haha.awesome experience.but i seriously cant see myself living like that in darkness my entire life. and i realised how much i took my ability to see for granted. thank you God for letting me see. like i don appreciate it somemore make spoil.tsk me.the buying of drinks and taking the bumboat was so fun.hahahaha we were so excited when we got into the boat. how deprived we've been.heh. i think its cos we just like never sit boat in pitch darkness before. like black black cant even see your hand in front of your face. nice nice niceeee experience i think everyone should try it. learnt some practical stepsto take when you want to help the blind as well. we should do this for every tutorial.exciting.heh

stats stats stats.what can i say :/

cf was fun today hahahaha. the game. STRAWBERRY!hahahha.aye

i just felt a twang of stress come over me.and i think this twang will take a long while to disappear.

i hate to say this
but im stressed
i really am
for real
rragh

its 6.30 in the morning. just finished my essay. not too satisfied with it but at least its done. thats one assignment down.and many more to go. come on chrysan you can do it. should I go back to sleep now.heh.i actually feel energetic now but later.heh im not so sure. probably stone during cg time.ok lahh not cg time.should be able to last till 6.30pm at least.ayee.i should do log.and write about the museum artefacts.but i feel lazy to touch school work now.500words siol. that's alot of words to cover what I think about 2 artefacts.bleh.why am i so blockhead when it comes to creativity and art.rragh.

okay i shall do log.then search for journal articles then think abit about what to write for CATS.oh oh must prepare script for presentation.right.

world the air smells fresh today.heh seriously

today i woke up at 11am.meaning that i missed my darling again.such a depressing start to a day lahh but i just bought one of doraemon's comic heh.so its all good now (:

why you forget so many things about me
does this mean that i cannot count on you anymore.
hur

its friday heh.and i got marked late for CATS haha.cos reached class 4minutes late.right.so now my record is tarnished rragh.haixxxx.ahhh i want to moan about the strictness but wells, i hate to say this but he makes sense.heh.VOLLEYBALL is fun.hahaha.funny.painful only ah.haha i got orhh chehhh.BUT EXCUSE ME AH I NOT THAT FRAGILE OKAY.

end of week 2 and we've started on the first group project for IP.social psy's assignment,famres,CATS,lifespan assignments are all out. haha second week of school eh.haha i kept complaining about stats right.haha i actually don mind it that much anymore cos everytime there's something i don understand, clearing it up and eventually understanding makes me happy.haha yeah cheap thrill - if i leave the classroom with no doubts, i will be in a very good mood (: of course if i leave the room with some form of doubt,i wun give you nice face to see

assumptions.haha mr siregar, your points made me laugh.well done (:

im listening to Dream Star and it is reminding me of skip beat.rragh when will the next part of skip beat come out!! :/

alrights work.i played brainless games just now and it has made me lazy to get to work.so much for destressing.

yayy life.be thankful you're alive and don have to worry about your three meals or whether you are going to die tmr.heh.random thought.

i had an egg tart today.haha.im craving portugese egg tarts!actually i feel happy on mondays cos its short day!haahahahaha.and played frisbee with brother today.did a few throws with him.haha and im happy.

but projects are so disheartening.sigh.come on man chrysan!you can do it.

im hungryyyyy.im going to look for food.haha.i think there's cake in the fridge.jealous not.haha.i don know what im talking about also. im growing fat haha.i say before.yeah but im growing fat. i shall bring joshua swimming then can force myself to swim also.friday friday.friday go swimming.plus volley in the morning!and annoying CATS.rragh hate hate hate ttm.

yes i know i complain alot.but then ah.its my right. right?haha.aye im going to look for food now.yes now.

bye world

mondays are okay. i just hate fridays now.omgosh God help me please.

eh i know im not zai. i know like there's alot of flaws about me. i see them yeah. in fact i see more of those than the good stuff about me. so i'll appreciate it if you can put yourself in my shoes and think about how i'll probably feel when you say anything. heh. but if its constructive criticism, why not.


alright world.tmr is monday. fri 12pm will come soon

i have ten thousand things on my mind heh.i feel stressed.don really look forward to CATS tmr.i wish it will faster come and be done with.

there's loads of assignments coming up, logistics, cg stuffs.blah blah.chrysan everything will be ok!you can do it.With God, you can.

anyways, i have been entertaining myself with the pck ris low video thingy. and yeah. im laughing and entertaining myself at the expense of others. ris low really very poor thing. like if im in her shoes, and i go out, people will probably stare at me, laugh and talk. the feeling of people staring and talking will be horrible. but right, pck really very funny and i know its mean, aiya but i just want to laugh.

YOU! make me laugh pleaseeeee.

i just need to get myself together. and build up a proper system again. yeah. thats one of the stuffs i need to do.

I TOOK A NAP JUST NOW.happy.hahahaha.so sleepy just now and i feel myself getting sleepy now.

bye world

i hate stats.HATE IT.and the room in which i have the tutorial isn't helping much.heh makes me claustrophobic.

but social psychology sounds super fun hahahahhahahaha. i still love ms joanna.wheeee.okay lahh this semester should be quite good apart from the fact that got to do the integrated project thingy. i feel too small to be doing integrated project :/

haha im like alternating the good stuffs and bad stuffs.and omgosh weiting is so nice.haha i know she'll probably not read this. but THANK YOU WEI TING. THANK YOU THANK YOU. OWE YOU LOTS.

haha she's lending me the family and relationship studies textbook. save me $44.10. shiok. yay thank God for nice seniors :DD

i should seriously be doing logs now.feels messy.rrragh.im not feeling the stress yetttt but i hope i never will haha.

growing fat.this is bad.hhahahah rhymes lol.

cf soon goodbye world

having break for INTRODUCTION TO STATISTICS AND RESEARCH METHODS. and the lecturer just threw us the bomb for integrated project. haha going to need alot of help from God mans.(: but I know he will put everything in place for me

okay press on all will be fine

i have mixed feelings about school

i miss the fun and friends in school but i don miss the projects at alllllllllllllll.

haha school.here we go again